My girlfriend, Carrie, asked where I get my motivation. My motivation is in the wind blowing in my hair and seeing a plant alive and well after a snow storm, knowing that I am as close to God as I am going to get for now. It all makes me feel so alive. Feeling my heart pump and blood run through my vessels as I unload a truck load of manure believe it or not feels good. On a lot of days my head hits the pillow and I am out in a second, but it is due to a day of "good work". Of course Harvest Day is always a thrill to see what I have managed to accomplish in my haphazard course. I hope that I bring you all just a little closer to nature on my path.